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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

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mom says i have "bedroom" eyes

Monday, November 12, 2007

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OMG I couldnt imagine someone giving me the news that my mother died.... I would be devastated!

So I really and truly can not fathom what Kanye West is going through right now, his mother was his best friend and now she is gone... passed away from what?

As of right now, we (the public) dont know, but regardless of the cause I pray that Kanye and family can get through this time of tragedy, however one can....

All my love to you Kanye

Saturday, November 10, 2007

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Thursday, November 8, 2007

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I am....
walking on that tight rope,that thin line,
my eyes shine, mesmerized, by the smooth talkers, the poetic types,
they like to stroke my thoughts until I'm cumming all over their page to post on their walls and add all their applications...
like an obsessed fool, desperate for attention
limited contact only to the internet because their boldness doesn't go beyond that....

I am....
a blending leader, fighting with the deadly blows of my life, trying my best to prevent.... conformity

I look at you and see that repetitive antagonist in my dreams that refuses to man up or turn away it just.... habitually repeats its learned lines....
...because it was told "that's what the ladies wanna hear"
so perfunctory in it's manners and thoughts that I want to throw up but my body can't produce the product it wants to release because i've been starving myself of nutrition, and love and common sense
.....excuse me ya'll, I'll be back....
....I gotta eat

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

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Picture it....

Oct. 30, 2007, I'm minding my own business at the bus stop (too broke for a whip) eating my chips, and a highly unattractive figure rises from the depths of a bus shelter....

He looks like he lives in a shelter and smells like it also.... he's between 40 and 50 years of age and dirty.... I turn around and BAM!! this muhf*cka is a foot away from my face just-a-smiling.... ewwww
Before he comes out with his obviously ineffective line I say in my adopted brooklyn accent (Thanks to Monica...Shout out to Brownsville Brooklyn!) "Yo give me two feet, back up!"

And would you believe it... he got offended....as if it's perfectly acceptable to walk all up on a stranger and expect hugs and kisses.... he repeatedly said to me while tryna attach a broken cigarette back together "What's the problem? What's wrong"

....and here's the line that immediately "eliminated" my protective defense.... "It's not like I'm gonna rape you." (said with a smile)


!!!!!!!!

OMG he must want to die today! ....and his attitude continues: "what! you think you ALL OF THAT?!" (looking me up and down like i stank....like him)

I reply, "I don't want you all up on me so back up! I dont know you!"

Mr. Stinky's rebuttal," So you mean to tell me if you get on the bus and a man sits down next to you, you gonna tell him to get up...." I never heard the rest cause I just walked off on his ass... wasnt worth arguing....

For some reason he thought he had the "moxy" it took to woo me.....

:::laughs:::

Tha would require a bath and car cause I'm already riding the bus....my man needs a car otherwise we some stranded muhf*ckas... anyways

So then his equally unattractive friend decides to take a "stab at it"... He's about the same age, same dirtiness, same terrible lines, but at least he gave me my respected space....

He proceeds to tell me how he "takes care of his ladies" and how beautiful I am...yea yea yea
he basically bores me and ignores me when I tell him I'm not interested, So I pulled a fast one....

:::flashback:::
Whipped out the phone, which didnt ring, tell him to hold on.... and proceed to have an elaborate conversation with NO ONE, who I tell I love them dearly and I'm coming to see them soon.

This fool asks when I "get off the phone"

"So you love him, i could love you too!"

ewwwww
I said.... "Well it was nice meeting you...goodbye"

as he continues to mumble about how beautiful I am and the wonderful future we could have together.....

They really think that the lady has to look good but it's ok for them to look like slobs, being smelly and ignorant are ok, but as soon as someone tells them to get the hell away from them...they wanna fight

people are crazy.... and men are in denial

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

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The purity of a child's innocence I envy,
I am a used ball of clay,
I am molded and shaped into whatever he wants to see,
because I need love and affection,
I dont care that I will one day wear out,
because the passion I feel right now
makes up for the hurt i'll feel later...
....until next time,
I haven't really loved myself in a long time,
or at least I think I haven't,
because if I loved myself I would have been as successful as I planned... I wouldnt have put myself in harms way,
I wouldn't continuously have such a hatred for myself...

I'm kind of at a loss as to what I am on earth for,
I feel like I'm taking up space,
It would help everyone if i was just one less worry,

Someone told me that I was loved,
someone told me that I am special,
Someone made me reconsider my drastic contemplation,
Because if I end it all,
i would be missed,
and that my contemplation would only mean I'm running away from my problems,
and that a better day would come tomorrow,
and a whole lot of positive things that I've yet to see myself,

I'll stay in this hell we call life another day,
all I ask is that can I have a friend to be here.... to wipe away my tears?

Sunday, October 14, 2007

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EVIL! Lol but you gotta admit, red is my color!!

Thursday, October 4, 2007

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The world is not here,
the universe is not here,
its all in your imagination

Death is not here
Pain is not here
Life is not here
Love is not here

Trust is not here
Truth is not here
Faith is not here

I am not here
You are not here
You did not read this

THIS is not here

Monday, October 1, 2007

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I am coming out of the nail shop, I am at Upton Station.... if you know anything about Baltimore you know that Upton is not well known for it's.... cleanliness, or its lack of drug dealers that openly announce the drug they are selling using code words.



I stand out in the worst way, I am clean, wearing make up, have white teeth, I am wearing slacks and a dress shirt, I am attractive and worst of all.... I'm not from here!!



Anyways as I exit the nail salon, a long line of drug dealers are outside and i have no choice but to walk past them...

and while I'm walking a guy.... sticks out his index finger and...pokes me



....

There I said it!! I was poked... it was extremely akward and unnecessary, a simple hello would have sufficed...



I removed myself from the area before they did anything else to me...like twirl my hair, or massage me....

Friday, September 28, 2007

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Damn video game and it's addictive attributes!! Bear is having a "haloathon" which basically means him and his friend are gonna veg out on the couch playing this damn game all day and I know what video games can do to you!!

My brother is a gamer so BELIEVE me I know!! They won't eat, sleep, talk to you, bathe until they finish the level get to a saving point. How sad!! Dont get me wrong there's nothing wrong with games I am a pc gamer myself, I'm more into games like The Sims, and Civilization....each person chooses their own poison...but GODDAMN I won't have my Bear because he's playing Halo 3 on a big screen!!

So to make me feel better and so I won't think about him we agreed that he give me money so I can pamper myself and he can have the day so he can play with his friends....he's such a big baby...

But he's MY big baby!!

Who needs a life!! I will create an online protest for this game if he begins to show Gamer like symptoms....until then I will pamper myself with life's material jewels!!
Bye!! I'm going to get my nails done!!

Thursday, September 27, 2007

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Young thug on cell: ain't nobody tryna pay that much to get his dumbass out....(pause) but for $150,000 his dumbass can stay right in that cell!!
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Man looks at city council flyer: fuck city council (throws flyer) motherfuckers ain't do shit for me no way!


Overheard on #1 bus going the Hell home!!
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{Overheard Foolishness in Baltimore: #1}

Black guy #1 looking at new building: damn that's a lot of windows!

black guy #2: hell yeah I'm waiting for somebody to take a brick to them....imma bust the shit out of them

Black guy #1: hell yea that's gonna be the shit

Friday, September 21, 2007

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I will NEVER fall asleep in public, let alone on public transportation!! First of all I'm cute....hell I'm gorgeous, so guys bother me already. So putting myself in a vulnerable position isn't wise!

2 minutes ago this man was wide awake, now he's knocked the hell out!! I guess he doesnt feel he has much to lose, if he's that comfortable sitting there.

I dont see him getting molested but I do forsee him getting robbed. If anyone tried to rob me first of all they would get the beating of their life!

Second they would be mad as hell because I'm broke! I dont have no money....on me...in cash anyways
so they would receive an ass whooping and get nothing out of it....

Moral of this story, always stay alert...especially when you're on the Baltimore metro, because someone will touch you.

Monday, September 17, 2007

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All you gotta do is walk away and pass me by, don't acknowledge my smile...when i try to say hello to you



And all you gotta do is not answer my call when I'm tryna get through, keep me wondering why, when all I can do is sigh...

I just wanna touch and kiss, feel I wish that I could be with you tonight....you give me butterflies



My infatuation goes beyond mere teen crush, I can taste you when I think about you, theres no bitterness in your love, it's a mere blessing for me...



i reminiscence on our intimate moments where tongues intertwined and hearts beat to our own rhythm...



Walking down seperate paths in life and still our roads meet its like it was....meant to be....but still i dont get my hopes up too high where i might lose sense of my life, my goals, lose touch with reality...if love makes me question me, how honest is it? how real is it?



If love makes me obsessed how dangerous is it? Should I really care?



You taste me with an experienced tongue and guide us both to our own ecstasies, which become one... we become one, unity is imperative in our search for love, our creation of love, our survival and endurance of love...you taste so pure...

Saturday, September 15, 2007

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I can remember stories, most things my mother said, she told me fairy tales before I went to bed,

She spoke of happy endings and tucked me in real tight, she turned my night light off and kissed my face goodnight,

My mind was filled with visions of perfect paradise, she told me everything,she said he'd be so nice,

He'd ride up on his horse and take me away one night, I'd be so happy with him, we'd ride out of sight,

She never said that we would curse, cry, scream and lie, she never said that maybe, someday he'd say goodbye,

The story ends as stories ends, as stories do, reality steps into view, no longer living a lie in paradise, no fairy tales...



She spoke about happy endings, of stories not like this, she said he'd slay all dragons, defeat this evil prince,she said he'd come to save me, swim through the stormy seas, I'd understand the stories, it would begin for me,

YOU never came to save me, you let me stand ALONE, out in the wilderness, alone in the COLD,

The story ends, as stories do, reality steps into view, no longer living lies, in paradise, no fairy tales...



YOU never came to save me, you let me stand ALONE, out in this wilderness, alone in the COLD,

I found the magic potion, no horse with wings to fly, I found that poison apple, my destiny I've got to die, you never came to save me with a magic spell to spin,



My fantasy is over, my life must now begin, the story ends, as stories do, reality steps into view, no longer living lies in paradise, no fairy tales....

Friday, September 14, 2007

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I cant seem to taste the love, and touch the air, smell the laughs and see the aromas like i used to... the "big city" aint so big to me...no more



It's in walking distance to the farm if you ask me (the funny farm, that is), but you dont, so I wont, tell you about all the advantages i have and look for the beauty in the little things that are overlooked by brainwashed, shallow minded society, molded by opinions and thoughts of the media and anyone with a megaphone...



In my bathroom there is a window, that provides a gorgeous view of the side of an abandoned house, (note the heavy use of sarcasm),however there is a bush that grows on the corner of the roof, it sprouts beautiful lavender flowers....



I found some beauty in the loveless city, I add beauty to this city...but dont take me for cocky, my confidence grows uncontrollably at times....it usually does this after I've been broken down...



I make it a duty to build myself up, make ME strong again, you gotta love yourself because if you dont, I dont see why anyone else would



Theres a national race going on...did you know? Theyre tryna build up their numbers fast, apparently they want a medal for it or something...but they'll never get my applause!! What race do you ask?



Baltimore is in the lead for the most murders in a year, these are not numbers to be proud of, nor jump for joy... the youth think it's cute to fight, curse, have sex at random...oh what a lovely generation they will grow up to be!!



Oh what a loveless city I live in...I try to find the beauty but sometimes it seems impossible...

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

I was in barnes and noble and these two elder gentlemen were playing chess...they were so interesting to me, the intensity of their moves. I thought they would make a beautiful photo...and they do.
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