Friday, November 6, 2009
On 12:08 PM by KiAnna No comments
Oh darling, my life has become an old 50s movie, full of controlled drama and form fitting outfits, heartbreak and seduction, where's my red lipstick?
Wrapped up in things you wouldn't understand, b/c these are matters of the heart, and the heart as I'm told is treacherous.
I find I can't complete my tasks until I know his answer, paralyzed in a way... and I'm ok with that.
I'm content knowing I haven't moved from this spot and won't until I find out my fate...our fate.
My head hurts, vomit induced night, I feel so sick.
Eating to block out reality and pain, I'm going backwards in my accomplishments, shame on me.
I tell myself I'm ready for the answer, but I know I'm not. Either way there will be pain, this is the only kind of pain I don't welcome.
My eyes have been quite empty lately, I captured it in a photo, I feel I look beautiful, but like he always says, my eyes always tell on me.
Mine are very empty.
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